Kendra Castillo

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RAMBLINGS VOL 17

My heart is full these days. 
Full of possibility.

Usually the unknown makes me timid and unsure of myself. I question every possible 
decision I have to make. I become unsure and insecure even in the things I am usually 
comfortable doing. But things seem to be shifting.

This is a new season, that I am sure of. I know that I can carry my head high. 
All I need to do is take a second and remember where my confidence lies. It's taken many
years and lots of ups and downs to finally come to a place of some sense of balance and 
security. I feel like I have been stripped of the "ugly" by having moments where my 
"ugly" self has been so very apparent that I can do nothing but acknowledge my weakness.
The best and most freeing thing in these moments, is that instead of feeling shame I have felt forgiveness.
 I am pretty sure that forgiveness is one of the strongest actions a person can give or receive. 

It allows you to walk confidently in every thing that you do because you don't have shame
or guilt weighing you down. I am so grateful for the relationships that have shown me this. 
For those who have seen me for who I really am, forgiven me and allowed me to grow into the person 
I am today. I dont know what I would have done if I had never heard those words 
"I forgive you and I love you" 


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