RAMBLINGS VOL10
I wasn't planning on writing anything else today...
but my heart is heavy, I feel overwhelmingly emotional.
like the end of a really good move or show where they're recapping all of the highlights from over the years.
Thats how I feel right now.
like Im having this moment were everything is standing still and I am able to see with absolute clarity how good everything is.
I see the beautiful mountains that have surrounded me for the past 4 years,
I remember how the sun rises and how it sets over those peaks.
I see the piles of snow and clear flowing rivers.
I see the beautiful smiles of the people who have let me into their homes and lives
I see the changing in families that has brought me so much joy
I see how I have grown
How I have become someone a little more confident
I have discovered my fears and have begun to tackle them head on
I have said yes to adventure
I have discovered that I love to see the details in the everyday moments around me, the changing light, the small exchange.
I want to remember this season with Joy not sorrow. I want to take in everything that it has to offer.
I feel overwhelmingly blessed and maybe that is why my heart is so heavy. Not with pain, but with so much gratitude I feel humbled.
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