RAMBLINGS VOL 15
These past few weeks I have felt at a loss for what I want to share on this space.
I have always shared whats been on my heart, the honest place.
But lately I have felt a hold on my heart. I have felt exhausted. From school, decisions, unknowns.
I have felt like I have placed a hold on life.
I have been going through the motions and waiting for something to happen.
I realized Im waiting for something to spark my passion and excitement again.
I feel like I haven't had time to do the things that I normally would to process
(painting/ creating/ spending time outdoors)
This past week we got to spend some great time with friends, it reminded me of a time where
I felt like I got to fully live.
I got to do something exciting all the time.I was able to teach dance and take classes.
I was able to paint regularly with people that I loved.
I got to travel the world and meet amazing new people.
I realized that I feel a void.
I miss these things, the freedom to just "GO" at a moments notice and do whatever
the Lord has put on my heart to do. But right now we are in a season were we have been planted
in one place for almost 5 years.
We have been doing the same thing, putting all of our energy into school and I feel drained.
I want that fire and spark for life to be reignited.
I know that time will come and right now I am finding joy in the little things.
In our new Spring weather. The blooming of flowers & small treats :)
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