These past few weeks I have felt at a loss for what I want to share on this space. 

I have always shared whats been on my heart, the honest place. 

But lately I have felt a hold on my heart. I have felt exhausted. From school, decisions, unknowns.

 I have felt like I have placed a hold on life. 

I have been going through the motions and waiting for something to happen. 

I realized Im waiting for something to spark my passion and excitement again.

I feel like I haven't had time to do the things that I normally would to process 

(painting/ creating/ spending time outdoors) 

This past week we got to spend some great time with friends, it reminded me of a time where 

I felt like I got to fully live. 

I got to do something exciting all the time.I was able to teach dance and take classes.

 I was able to paint regularly with people that I loved. 

I got to travel the world and meet amazing new people. 

I realized that I feel a void. 

I miss these things, the freedom to just "GO" at a moments notice and do whatever 

the Lord has put on my heart to do. But right now we are in a season were we have been planted

 in one place for almost 5 years. 

We have been doing the same thing, putting all of our energy into school and I feel drained. 

I want that fire and spark for life to be reignited. 

I know that time will come and right now I am finding joy in the little things. 

In our new Spring weather. The blooming of flowers & small treats :)

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